Archive for March, 2006

Fuzz

Friday, March 24th, 2006

yesterday was a particularly nasty fuzz.

from the moment i’d gotten out of bed, i started walking about in a zombie-ish daze.  not even losing my celphone on the commute to work could snap me out of it.  if anything, it seemed to plunge me even deeper into it.

no matter what i did, i felt unable to catch up with myself.  i did my work alright, i think, but i felt as if i was always one step behind myself.

my dad came to the rescue, surprising me by showing up at the office with my brother’s old T610.  i feel like one of those characters in serials who are always getting into some sort of trouble, only to be pulled out at the last minute by some other character.

only it wasn’t the last minute, and if my life was a story, it seems a particularly dull and pathetic one.

when i got home, i literally crashed into bed, not able to get up again until this morning.

i wonder if i’ll ever catch up with myself.

the last few days have felt rather hairy, and today promises to be no less so.

well, no use skulking around here.  time to go see where today will take me.

Circles

Thursday, March 23rd, 2006

Mabel and i finally got to see Bamboo live at 19 East.

more on this later.

Mabel got Bamboo to sign her Little Red Book of Autographs.

more on this later.

it’s been a long week, with lots of ups and downs, and it isn’t even over yet.

more on this later.

must. crash.

Subversions; several hopes

Saturday, March 18th, 2006

as promised, here’s a link to Up dharma Down.  i’ve been listening to their debut album fairly constantly, putting it on the spinner whenever i decide to put anything on.  it oddly reminds me of Iain Ballamy’s music for Mirrormask, which i utterly loved (i mean the movie; i’ve yet to hear the soundtrack CD, although from the bits in the movie, i’ll probably love that as well), even though Up dharma Down don’t have any saxophones in the mix (or, at least, i don’t hear any), and they’re actually, well, very different.

i really hope having the DVD out will generate enough interest to get Mirrormask on the big screen, even if only in the "art film" theaters. 

not likely.

i’ve seen Mirrormask a total of three times in four days, although the first time didn’t count because i found myself too wasted to stay up through the whole thing (having had a crap day at work, and having just seen V for Vendetta that same night), and the third time i had the commentary track on.  it’s an absolutely lovely film, easily one of the best i’ve seen ever.

V for Vendetta was, at last, a worthy adaptation, imho, of an Alan Moore graphic novel.  i should have known better, but walking into the theater, i’d expected something very much like a Wachowski film, but found, not unpleasantly, something much more cerebral, less visually flash.  in fact, the most Wachowskiesque moments in the film were the ones that mostly didn’t work for me, and there weren’t a lot.  except for the violent bit towards the end where V slaughters the fingermen, when he spouts my favorite one-liner from the whole movie (sadly, it’s the most obvious one to like as well. if you’ve seen the trailer, you should know which one i’m talking about).

the ending was magnificent, though it seemed much too definitively optimistic to be completely true to the spirit of the original novel, which felt more open-ended despite having a completed story arc.  and some essential bits were left out.

i’ll say no more.  read the book, see the movie.

and in my final act of self-subversion, i’ve once again violated my self-imposed book-and-cd ban when i got the recently published paperback of Jeff Vandermeer’s groundbreaking City of Saints and Madmen.  i have the hardback, which failed to sell respectably when it was released locally, killing my hopes of ever seeing it again or any other work by Mr Vandermeer in local bookshops, and so was thoroughly impressed that the paperback managed to break into the local market.  like Mirrormask, i’m hoping the paperback release will generate enough interest to bring more of Mr Vandermeer’s work into the local market.  he is a truly astonishing writer, though i’ve not read more than this one book.

this is the single strangest work of literature i have ever read, and, from what i’ve learned of its history, has the odd tendency to change ever so slightly with every edition that sees publication.  the main differences i’ve spotted so far between this paperback ed and the hardback is 1) lacking a dustjacket, the paperback also lacks the literal cover story from the hardback, and 2) the paperback features a more complete "translation" of the code that makes up "The Man Who Had No Eyes", while not bothering to re-print the original code.  which would be frustrating for readers who pick-up the paperback alone, since there are "mistakes" in the "translation" that can only be corrected by cracking the code yourself.

nonetheless, it’s a worthy addition to any library, particularly if you can’t get your hands on the hardback.

to any would-be reader of the book, i must offer this caveat: while it is a collection of stories, the book cannot be truly appreciated until it is devoured whole; or, at least, devoured enough to give you an idea of what it’s really trying to go on about.  each story, on its own, might seem, at best, a mediocre, if strange, odd, far-out, unique (and other words for weird), piece of fantasy.  but once you’ve swallowed enough of it, you begin to see… well, more, than you’d expected, i expect.

Serendipity 2

Thursday, March 16th, 2006

by sheer luck, i have once again walked into the realm of fandom.  the last time that happened was when we went to 19 East to see Bamboo, and found, instead, Wickermoss (see earlier entry).  oh yeah, Hale was there, too.

a few hours ago, i was in Tower Records for reasons i’m not really at liberty at the moment to divulge (except, i suppose, to say that a friend of mine deserves my hearty congratulations, but more on that some other time) and wouldn’t you know it, Updharmadown were playing.  they were launching their debut album, Fragmented (i’m too tired to create links at the moment, but i will at a later date, i promise).  they’ve had a song (or maybe two) on rotation on local radio stations for sometime now, and their sound is hard to miss.  they have a free-flowing, sort of rambling semi-jazzy dancy feel owing mostly to Armi Millare’s soulful, ad libby oh-so-woman vocals, but also to Paul Yap’s solid, semi-walking baselines, Ean Mayor’s stutter-drumming, and Carlos Tanada’s atmospheric guitar work, and the loops and electronica-ambience stuff they throw in the mix.  they did a signing after, for which i bought a copy of their disc (which is on the spinner now, and which i am enjoying immensely).  i also asked them to sign the receipt, dedicated to Mabel, for her to insert in her Little Red Notebook of Autographs.  i didn’t really get to talk to them, though i managed to be among the first to get my CD case signed, but they were pretty cool, kinda cooky in the way they’d stop to pose for photos, and the way the guys kept saying "Asteeg" to whatever anybody else said in that stoned sort of way only Filipinos in the local music scene can.

i have to get up again in a few hours to go to work, so…

Cool.

Monday, March 13th, 2006

i’d love to stay and chat… well, no, actually i wouldn’t.  details on that no time soon.  but i thought i’d drop by just in case anyone happened along and had nothing better to do…

if you’ve not been there before, mosey on over to ain’t it cool news.  poke around, look for all the bits about V for Vendetta, which is due out in theaters a couple days from the moment i post this, and watch Natalie Portman still manage to look dazzlingly adorable despite a horrific buzzcut.  all sorts of interesting crap in there, so take your time poking around.

big week for movies… aside from V, i just got Mirrormask on DVD, though i’m holding out for the moment so i can watch it with Mabel.

now back to staring at the wall.  (which, oddly enough, brought me, through googling, right to this, which i’d not known about till now.  dammit.  now i’ll have to go look for it.)

Life and Death

Saturday, March 11th, 2006

Gloria B. Moreno is not someone i ever had the pleasure of meeting.  my knowledge of her is limited to the fact that the last few months have been a long hard struggle for her and her family.  i claim no right to say anything about her here, but justify this entry by saying she was the grandmother of my very good friend Irene, who asked me to write a couple prescriptions for her grandmother a few weeks back.  somehow, and maybe this has more to do with my current state of mind than any sense of reality, i feel my life has been touched by something important, just by having been made a part of that struggle, no matter how small or insignificant that part may have been in reality.

She passed away today, 11 March, 2006, at the age of 79.

Her Peace is well-deserved, as it is for her family.

on the other end of the spectrum, Shaun Samaniego, the latest addition to the Samaniego Clan, first and (currently) only son of our youngest first cousin, is a testament to life.  imagine a not-quite-so-articulate Calvin sans Hobbes after a bowl of Chocolate-Covered Sugar Bombs(TM), and you get some idea of who we’re talking about.

He just turned two today.  Happy Birthday, Shaun.

lately i’ve been feeling more tired and hopeless than ever, and owe a lot for still having any semblance of sanity at all to Mabel.

David Sylvian’s amazing Secrets of the Beehive is back on my Spinner, and is currently the most appropriate soundtrack i can find.  darkly beautiful, desparately lonely, and yet oddly hopeful and calm despite an overwhelming sense of strangeness and bleakness, if feels right as wine against the backdrop of my inner cheese.

the smell of which has been giving me a persistent sense of internal nausea for the last few days.

i’m mildly surprised, but extremely grateful, that it hasn’t yet driven Mabel away.

Catastrophic Waitress; and multiplicity

Thursday, March 2nd, 2006

ok, i’m re-posting this, because the last time i did, i accidentally over-wrote my last entry. which just wouldn’t do.

hurrah for the explorer "back" button.

to the people on friendster who’ve decided to allow themselves to be bothered by e-mail updates to this blog, i apologise for the multiplicity.

oh, and just so you know, i just deleted the original version of this entry. that way, when i say "the last update i did", there ought to be no confusion about which entry i mean, even without the parenthetical statement i inserted in there.

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oddly enough, when i checked my blog after the last update i did [Dancing Nancies], the wrong album cover was posted with my latest spinner entry, Belle & Sebastian’s Dear Catastrophe Waitress.  instead, the cover of The Life Pursuit seems to be on there, which i’ve not had the pleasure of hearing.

i’ve had DCW on CD for a while, and enjoy it on and off, on a mood-dependent basis.  i’ve yet to hear anything by Belle & Sebastian i didn’t like, i always love their music, but there are times when i can’t stand to be too happy.  yes, i know it’s bittersweet, but it still sounds happier than a lot of the other crap i listen to.

music is a mood-altering drug, and allowing my moods to be altered (or any sort of thing that strikes me as manipulation) isn’t something i enjoy, most times.

Dancing Nancies

Thursday, March 2nd, 2006

i recommend reading Neil Gaiman’s blog on a regular basis.  he almost always has something interesting to say about his life, the universe, and practically anything… and as i may have said before, i blame him for what i’m doing with my life now.

well, not really.  but he certainly had a hand in the way this blog has been turning out, so far.

i regularly find links to interesting things through his blog, and a lot of the stuff i’ve linked to on skinnyblogcladdink originally came from there, or were found independently by me through circuitous means launched by things he may have said.

today, he posted a link to the Polish Anansi Boys commercial.  it’s really cool and funny, even if you don’t understand Polish, but probably only if you’ve read the book.  since Neil himself had to ask his Polish publishers for permission to post a link on his site, i’m posting a link to his site instead.

look for it in his journal. read everything that’s on it while you’re there.  if you enjoy the crap i put on here to any degree, you should have a complete blast over there.

but don’t be a stranger, come back here when your done.

First Day Funk

Wednesday, March 1st, 2006

it having been my first day at my new job, and it being the huge step it is for me (hopefully, in the right direction), i feel obligated to say something about it here.

the work i was put to in my first day was neither what i expected, nor was it really the kind of writing i enjoy doing.  however, by its very nature, i was obligated neither by my supervisor, my editor, nor by my own conscience, to bring any of it home, leaving me free to do the kind of writing i do enjoy. which is, at the moment, and in light of the kind of work i used to do, quite refreshing, and all i really ask of my job.  for now.

so, from now on, and i’m saying this for the benefit of all three of my regular blog-readers out there, and any potential readers who may expect that sort of thing from me in the future, i do not expect to say anything more about my job.  i hope none of you find that disappointing.

however, i do plan on continuing to provide you with the sort of thing i find interesting and/or entertaining, such as this.

there used to be a Peter Chung interview somewhere in there, with some significant bits about why he actually hated the film, from the moment he’d read the script, despite all the supportive words he’d given the press to print prior to the film’s release, and a response from one of the screenwriters, Phil Hays; each entry was followed by several interesting comments on why and why not the film was a good movie.

sadly, i can’t find it there anymore.  there used to be links to those pages in the wikipedia entry on Aeon Flux, but, apparently, they’ve edited those out as well.

ah well.  personally, i liked the film, though i can understand why Peter Chung would be pissed, and stand by my opinion that, while he has the right, as Aeon’s creator, to be, he has no choice but to accept that once you’re art grows bigger than you, you no longer have absolute control of what happens to it and what it does.  particularly when you allow other artists and, as in Aeon’s case, major money-making organizations, to re-interpret your work.

that’s why i call my stories my kids, because someday, i hope they outgrow me.  i only hope that if that day should ever come, i would have the grace to step away from it all, and see that kind of butchering as a kind of tribute to my art.  the way the Gorillaz see success as finding that guy on the street selling rip-offs of your stuff.

this is also why China Mieville once said something to the effect of "once you’ve published your story, once it’s out there and it’s been read by other people, you’re no longer necessarily the best expert on your own work."

it’ll all make more sense in the morning, i’m sure.